Seeds of Light

Hi Light Beings and Soul Seeders

It has been an interesting and ever evolving 3 weeks. Lots of ups and downs. The work feels like it is grinding throughsometimes like a scraper scraping barnacles off a ship.

I have been mostly focused on contiuing to develop my understanding of the link between the Soul and the Mind and I have been making great progress. I feel that this is really important to get for us to be free. I have a whole new paradigm developing for what mind, light, soul, ego, identity, experiencing, feelings, meaning, symbols  etc are, and the relationship between all of these, and how they play in with one another, and how and where we get lost from this.  But to get there I have to experience hell – separation, not being light etc. in a deep way. No blocking or obscurations of it of the experience of this.

I did this this morning when I woke up at 4:30  as ussaul stressed out about work, financials, the future and I got more understanding of these relationships and by the time I had to get up at 6:30 I was experiencing beign light rather than ego identity and that light was what the ego identiy was made up of as well while experiencing this.

On another note I went to give a get Deeksha (Oneness Blessing) a few nights ago and had a really cool experience. I felt the divintiy really coming through me and the experince of the divinity also expanding in my body. I had felt the divinity before since I was trained as a belssing giver in November but never really in my body and never expannding in its experience within my body.

Anyway what was really cool was that I was giving Deeksha with all my heart and I would feel heart thread connections come out and be established between me and the person I was giving Deeksha to. I really wanted a union, an experience for them, a knowing. And then I would start feeling their SoulSeed and there felt like a solidity to it. What I actually was feelig was trhem feeling this. I was not trying or thinking about this happenning it just did. Wow. And it really surprised me. I was like an observer wathcing it happen and at the same time standing aside and letting it happen. there was not any sense it was me doing it and I had not even had the thought of thsi happenning. It was simply happenning. That was exciting and thrilling. I felt the apprecaition from those I connected who experiened this. An appreciation for this conenction to their own Soul and for the heart to heart.

So stuff is happenning and I am not really doing it and it clearly is out our soul retrieval work. This never happened before our workshop. I look forward to it continuing to expand for all of us and the world.

Love and Blessings
Gerry